So here I sit, for the first time to write a journal entry. What's the subject about? Blame.
I already know that I shouldn't blame myself. Even the person involved said I shouldn't, but I can't help but do. It's like when you lose something so precious, you can't help but blame yourself cause you know deep down inside that you didn't do anything to try and prevent it.
I took it for granted I guess. Although I cherished it with all my heart. And only if, only if I was able to try a little harder. Be a more caring person, be more of somebody to depend on, maybe I wouldn't have lost it all. Only if.
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